Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!! I hope you enjoy the day with the people you love.
Today I am a little bit depressed. It's scary to look back to one year ago and see where I was and then look at my life now and see where it has gone. I never in my wildest dreams would have imagined that I would be living in Iceland and getting a divorce a year ago!!! A year ago today I was sitting at my kitchen table in VA with my husband, children and Aunt Sharla enjoying our Turkey dinner and my favorite....Pumpkin Pie for desert!
I'm sorry that I am kinda blah but this is my blog and this is my life and I am gonna write it like it is! I have been thinking today about how I have a hard time writing a blog post on days where I am depressed and it is only because I don't want to put my feelings out there and make this blog all blah and depressed....well guess what?? Today I am blah and depressed and I am telling you all about it!!!
Today I wish I could rewind the time and go back to a year ago....I wish I could be sitting at my kitchen table in VA. As I am writing this I have tears rolling down my cheeks because it hurts to think about all of this :(
Instead of writing anymore and writing something I am going to regret I am going to play along to Abby's Just Thursday. Click here if you want to play along too.
Outside my window..it's dark.
The time is..7:04 PM
Today I feel..thankful and depressed rolled into one.
I am thinking..about my boys.
At the moment, I am thankful..for my boys, family, friends
I am going..to be working the whole weekend.
I am wearing..Nike pants and a Chicago Bears t-shirt.
I wish..I could change a few things about my life right now.
I am reading..I am thinking about reading a Danielle Steele.....it has been a long time since I have read her but I think I might just crack open an old book.
I am working on..cleaning this house.
I am hoping..the next 3 days of work go by really fast.
I am hearing..Kobe and Tyrique in the background.
I bet you didn't know..I feel kinda overwhelmed at the moment.
One of my favorite..deserts on Thanksgiving is Pumpkin Pie :)
Have a great Thanksgiving and I'm sorry about my earlier outburst :(