Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Aahh Naptime...

For a daycare provider Naptime is like Heaven on Earth!!!  I am so busy from 6 am until about 8 pm that Naptime seems to be the only time I get to relax and atleast sit down at the computer to check my e-mail and eat lunch.  I mopped the floor as the kids were coloring this morning and have everything else spotless after lunch and I am just really enjoying quite time.  I turn the TV off and make sure that the house is nice and peaceful :-)  
  Ok so let me write about my last week cause it has been kinda nuts...So last week my baby got really sick.  He woke up from his nap on Wednesday and he had a fever of 102.2 and he had a rash all over his body.  So after my husband came home from work we took him to the ER to make sure he was ok.  Well after about 3 hours in the ER (they were super busy) we found out that the baby had a viral infection and the dr gave us motrin to give him every six hours.  The dr also said that the rash was caused by the fever and as soon as the fever would go away the rash would too.  Well the rash is just now going away (one week later) and the baby is getting sick with a cold WTF???  I hope the cold doesn't last long though. 
  Well I have not worked out since Monday of last week but I will start again.  I am determined to loose some weight and so I will start the gym again if it is the last thing I do...damnit :-)
  Over Memorial weekend we went swimming on Sunday and Monday and BBQed with friends and had a really good time.  I got a really nice tan going ;0) that is always a good thing.  
  So let me tell you all what happened to me last night...I didn't think I would make it through the night I was so scared.  My husbands football team practices on Tuesday at 5 and it is about an hour away from home.  So he leaves and then at around 8 pm last night I was in the bath tub and got a really bad feeling so I called him to make sure he was alright and got no answer!  That's normal though cause he can not answer the phone while he is practising so I did not think anything of if and he ended up calling me back within 10 min and he said that they were just finishing up and then he would be home.  So about 20 min after talking to him he calls me again and tells me that he is going to stop by his friends house since he is in the neighborhood anyway and told me he would not be long.  I said that was fine but I was really tired and was going to go to bed early so I would not be awake when he came home.  Then I could not fall asleep and at about 10 pm called him to see where he was at.  He said he was just leaving his friends house and would see me in an hour...ok I am gonna be sleeping for sure and I was kinda irratated with him that he had stayed so long only cause it was a weeknight and he had to get up early this morning and I worry so much when he is not there before I go to sleep.  So I was real short with him on the phone and hung up without telling him I loved him (I never do that).  Well I fell asleep and still had the bad feeling in the pit of my stomach and then I started having nightmares.  I woke up to the baby at about 12:10 am and my husband was not laying beside me in the bed!!!  So I look outside and see that his car is not out there...OMG where could he be???  I tried to call his cell phone and it went straight to voicemail.  I started freaking out and went downstairs and called a friend of mine and asked her what I should do.  I ended up calling the state police and every local police department for every city looking to see if anyone had seen him or if he had been arrested or in an accident, whatever it may be that happened.  Well no one knew anything so I started calling all the hospitals and they didn't have him either so by this poing I was close to having a panick attack.  Well when I was getting ready to loose it at about 1:30 in the morning he pulls up!!!  I ran to the door and when he came in I almost collapsed and started crying uncontrolably.  My husband was shocked to see that I was freaking out and tried to hug me and I just started hitting him and sobbing that I thought he was dead in a ditch somewhere.  Well after I finally calmed down he told me that when he was getting ready to leave his friends house it started raining really hard so he decided to wait it out.  Well he told me that he did not call because he thought I was sleeping and did not want to wake me.  I told him he should have called me anyway and then he said that his cell was dead by the time he left his friends house.  I was so mad but yet so relieved that he was safe and sound.  I guess something like that puts it all into perspective for you!!!  I know that I love my husband more than life it self and I don't know what I would do without him and I don't even want to imagine it.  
  So today I am going to bed by 8 pm because I was to freaked out to sleep last night.  Everytime I started to drift off I would have a nightmare.  I was really scared and could not seem to shake it.  So I am going on about 1 hours worth of sleep today and to say the least I am exhausted.  Ok well off to enjoy the last little bit of nap time.   

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